i couldn’t choose which looks better,
I had to re-reblog this and share with you guys something even though it doesn’t really matter to you. I made this photo for a friend, he’s really suicidal, and he thinks that no one likes him or care about him. But honestly I do. One day he didn’t go online on skype for days, so i thought he was ignoring me, suddenly he came on and told me he’s ending his life cause no one was talking to him. I want to be there for him, to talk to him. I’ve saved him countless of times, but the last time, I couldn’t save him, instead his sister did. And he had to stay in hospital for days and when he was released, he told me, he couldn’t talk to me anymore. His mother, and sister, thes one he believes hates him a lot, and part of his suicidal and depression, told him to stop talking to me, cause I was making him more suicidal. It really hurts, a lot. All I did was try to help him, I’ll make him laugh, and I’ll talk to him for days when I’m supposed to be asleep. He’s from another country, so we could only Skype. But when his sister and mother said to not talk to me ever again, I became my old depression self. I felt as if I’m never good for anyone, and I could never make any sad people happy again, only to make them worst.
I’m sorry I just had to vent this out, it’s been on my shoulders for weeks, I just had to let it all out.